My Spiritual Calling
November 7, 2006
Like our fellow Wabi Sabi member, Carly, I’ve decided to solidify a feeling that had been growing inside me since the moment I met my Yoga instructor.
I’m not sure if I should label it as a Calling, because I never heard a voice or had a dream or anything like you would imagine, but the funny thing is - once I made this decision, everything, and I mean, everything just seemed to fall into place. Though it’s a subtle feeling for me - nothing out of the ordinary - what I’m feeling right now is this feeling of peace, satisfaction and a sense of positive hope that I’m on the right path.
By now, you all probably know my love and connection with dancing, but for me, Yoga started off as an extention of this spiritual connection to the “movement of the body”. I have a friend who’s seriously into Yoga and even took privates with him, but at that time, it didn’t really ring a bell. But the moment I met Soraya, I became mezmorised by her, her teaching, her energy and the impact she had on my life and others. And here I am, thinking of getting certified, and becoming part of this amazing spiritual path.
I’ve always known that the goal to anything is to finding a “true master” who can help lead your way. And this might come as a surprise, but I never had one, not even in dancing. I’ve been sort of a “I figured out myself” kinda dancer (and person), and never really did any sort of training with anyone. But Yoga is the first time I’ve seriously dedicated myself to learn from the beginning and under someone. I thank her and all things for leading me to finding her, her studio and providing me with the strength to continue it, even at difficult times. Because I think my hard work has finally paid off!
Instead of going for a Master’s degree at a university like I’ve planned all my life, I’ve decided to delve into the world of Yoga and seriously. After all, who says an M.A. is more valuable than a certification in something you love? I’ve thought of the whole going back to school thing for ages, but none of the degrees grabbed my attention. At least, not like this. And I’m not talking about some intense couple-weeks teacher’s training or even becoming a teacher anytime soon. Even though Yoga has become a common name for workouts and fitness, the true Yoga that I’m seeking is not something you can just learn in a matter of weeks or even years. It takes years and years of dedication (or maybe even decades) to reach where I’m hoping to reach. And yesterday, I finally decided that I’m ready to make this big commitment.
Honestly, a part of me has no idea what I’m getting into. But another part of me (and mind you, this one is stronger) tells me that I’m ready for this journey. I’m not afraid because I have this gut feeling that tells me, I’m in good hands. I don’t see Yoga as the “only” thing I will be doing in life. Instead, I see it as a path to understanding all things in a better light. I don’t plan to give up my dancing or love for it. I know that it will only enhance my knowledge, interpretation and respect for it. I also hope to become a better person, as I grow with my practice. And although there will probably be many bumps and setbacks, I also know that they are all necessities.
So I would like to take this moment and opportunity, to thank each and every one of you who has touched my life, enhanced my commitment and hopefully, that I will be able to do the same to you.
The Light in me salutes the Light in you… Om Shanti
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Holy cow! That’s fantastic! I would definitely say that this is a calling. You are cleared “called” to do this. I’m very excited for you!
I know that even my the small amount of Yoga I do each morning has really changed me, and I’ve seen how incredible Yoga can be for people who really embrace it as a “full-body” lifestyle.
I can’t wait to learn from you as you continue on this journey!
Congretulations!!!!!!! honey ……
>Carly
Thanks for the support! It means a lot coming from you!
Though, I have to admit, it will be a very VERY long journey… but isn’t that what it’s all about?!
>Kassie
Thanks for the comment! I’m really excited (as you can tell). And it means to have such great support from all the people that matter to me! Miss ya… Hope you keep on reading this site~!
Yes!!!!! girl you’ve got all my supports and love..always
I will keep on reading your site~!
Miss you so much as well
Thank you Kas, I hope you enjoy it!
I use it everyday and it reminds me of you every time I see it! Thanks!
By the way, I keep on forgetting to tell you, but I LOVE the keychain that you gave me